Have you ever been so totally obsessed with something that it consumes every conscious thought in your head? Have you ever been so fixated on a goal, a task, event, person or whatever, that it disrupts your ability to complete necessary daily tasks? I am victim to this kind of obsession as I have recently discovered the incredible past time that is Hang Gliding.
I have always wanted to fly in one way or another. I have flown in small private aircraft, sailplanes and commercial airliners. I have also flown remote control aircraft for several years. At one point I thought I wanted to join the Air Force and be a fighter pilot. It wasn't until about three years ago that I seriously started researching Hang Gliding. I'm not sure exactly how it came up, I was probably just googling around and stumbled across a Hang Gliding site. When I found out that there is a world class flying site not but 20 miles from my house I decided to check it out. I went to the field and watched them fly. I talked with a few of the pilots and decided that this was something I wanted to do. But for whatever reason, that I cannot remember, I never pursued it. It is expensive and maybe I didn't really have the money at the time. But thats not like me. If there is something I want, I will save up for it. It wasn't that I was afraid of heights or flying, I had gotten over that long ago. I think that ultimately it was a fear of trying something new. A fear of change maybe. It is strange that change, even good change can be scary sometimes. Or maybe I was just lazy.
A few weeks ago I got a substantial raise at work (gotta thank my supervisor Jim for that.) Whenever I come into a bunch of money I am always thinking of what I can buy. Its usually the same, computer stuff, monitors, laptops, Wii, LCD tv, etc... Its all well and good, but a lot of it is just stuff I don't need. But this time the thought of Hang Gliding re-entered my head and I began looking into it seriously.
The Landing Zone, LZ, near my house is called Andy Jackson Airpark, named after the late Andy Jackson. In 1979 he and his wife bought a piece of land in north San Bernardino California, right at the base of the mountains with the purpose of turning it into a Hang Gliding port. There are a couple of launch sites in the mountains nearby. (For more info on the history of the LZ: http://www.flytandem.com/airpark.htm) The instructor teaching there today is Rob McKenzie. He and his wife Dianne run High Adventure Hang Gliding and Paragliding. (http://www.flytandem.com) According to his website, Rob has conducted over 18000 flights since 1974. (FYI: Hang Gliding is a relatively new form of aviation. The first production gliders did not appear until the early 1970s. More on the history of Hang Gliders: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_flexible_wing_hang_gliding) From what I have gathered on the Internet Rob is one of the top instructors in the country having conducted over 8500 safe tandem (instructor and student on the same glider) flights. I was very confident that he knows his stuff.

I waited until after I got payed last month to call and make an appointment. Unfortunately Rob and Dianne were in Florida and I had to wait another week. I made the call the day they got back and was set go Saturday April 28th. They have you call them in the morning of the flight to make sure the weather is going to cooperate, and it did. Many of the pilots meet at the LZ and carpool to the launch. I was there early but did not mind as it was a typical Southern California day, sunny and warm. The ride to the top was about 30 minutes or so. I was so excited I really don't remember. At the top Dianne had me fill out the typical release of liability form that she referred to as the “murder, death, gore, ahh” form. Or something like that. Rob set up the glider and game me a quick two minute ground school on take off and landing procedures. During takeoff the student holds onto the instructors harness while the instructor holds the glider. To launch you both basically just run off the top of the mountain. There was a decent head wind that day so it wasn't even much of a run. It had to have been only 3 or 4 steps before we were airborne. Right before launch I was definitely nervous. It is quite intimidating standing on the top of a mountain, looking over the edge knowing that soon you will run off of it. Scared or not, there was no way I was backing down from this. The strong headwind meant there was also a strong updraft. The wind hits the face of the hill/mountain/cliff and is directed upwards. You can fly all day in this type of lift, usually called ridge lift. This strong updraft meant we climbed quickly immediately after leaving the ground. The harness holds you tight and you definitely know your going up. I let out a wooooooooa as the quick upward acceleration, combined with the rushing air sound caught me off guard.

The first few minutes of the flight were a bit scary. Looking down 1000 feet or so at the rocky San Bernardino Mountains below had a bit of an 'oh shit' kind of feeling. “I hope this is a damn good harness!” Once we flew around a bit and I got used to what this kind of flying feels like, the fear and anxiety completely disappeared. It was just flying. This was the most unique experience I had ever had. It was at the same time as exhilarating as a roller coaster, and as calm and relaxing as taking a nap in a hammock. This is what flying really is. There is no motor, no fuel, no engine vibrations, no mechanical controls, no instruments*. The only sound is from rushing air.
Rob had me on the controls for most of the flight. I found it more difficult to control than I had imagined. It seemed like it took quite a bit more force than I had thought to get it to turn. Sometimes I found the glider rolling and turning to the right, even when I was trying to get it to go left. I tried to stay on a strait heading for a resistor near the LZ, but often found myself pointing no where near it. I guess I have a lot to learn. When we got too low, Rob brought us in for a landing. He took a fast approach, faster than any other point during the flight. We skimmed along the ground a bit before we slowed enough to set our feet down. A few steps later we were down safely. Rob packed up the glider and at the same time showed me how it goes together. He was in kind of a rush because the other pilots wanted to get back up the mountain for another flight. Before he left I made an appointment for another lesson. (I was suppose to go last Sunday the 6th, but the &*&^$ $Y#@&&!!! Santa Winds were blowing making it a non-flyable day. I get to go tomorrow, Friday the 11th.) When I got in my car to leave I was so happy I literally started laughing. I went from a state of thinking that Hang Gliding was something I wanted to do, to KNOWING that Hang Gliding was something I wanted to do. It felt like a personal victory in a way. I had finally do something that I had always wanted to do. I put aside all other bullshit that is not important and just went for it.
To get back to the whole obsession thing, just about every moment I have not spent in class or asleep since that day I have been on the Internet watching Hang Gliding videos on youtube (there are thousands of them) or reading whatever I can read about the sport. Even now I am writing 2 pages about this instead of working on the multiple writing assignments I have for school. There is so much to look forward to in this sport; my first training hill flights, my first solo, buying my first glider, etc. What I most look forward to is the time when I can grab my glider, strap it to my car and just go flying. But first things first, I gotta learn!
*There is one instrument that most pilots used called a variometer. It measures vertical changes in acceleration. Basically it lets the pilot know when and by how much he/she is rising or sinking. This makes it easer to find and stay in thermals.